blog . . .

i mainly log and 'review' what i've been doing recently. You'll see some art here and there
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30.01.25 / entry

picked up pentiment (logging it here as soon as i've finished it!) and the mention of till eulenspiegel unlocked a long-lost memory of our village play about him i was in growing up. i found some old videos in poor quality of me at age 7 dressed as a peasant singing on a stage lol
still, quite the funny guy looking at him now. i like these illustrations of him and this stamp

25.01.25 / music

some albums i've been listening to this january. dots and loops (expanded edition) by stereolab is an honorable mention


from the sea to the land beyond - sea power

the art of being a girl - julee cruise

oh perilous world - rasputina

to be an angel blind, the crippled soul divide - the tear garden

an insatiable high - masayoshi takanaka

the burning world - swans

the new sound - geordie greep

the unacceptable face of freedom - test dept

20.01.25 / review

balatro
type: game

"a poker-inspired roguelike deck builder all about creating powerful synergies and winning big"

i'm late to the party as always but i started playing balatro! i get why people were talking about it so much now, it's honestly a really solid deckbuilding roguelike and the graphics are pretty charming as well. i like the different joker variations and the references on them

after 2 or 3 failed runs of only going for high card hands i tried something else and immediately had a good run lol

17.01.25 / entry

went to the comic & game shop near me to see if they had any new gunpla model kits and got this stupid sd zaku. he isn't finished yet but i tried panel lining for the first time and it doesn't look terrible hey.

i'm working on a page for my stamp and gunpla (+ artbooks, CDs, books?) collection so you might see the finished zaku there if i end up getting the page done.. it might stay as a wip forever though

15.01.25 / music

i've been listening to a lot of masayoshi takanaka's albums while going on walks. his music reminds me of summertime.. ahh i want the sun to come out again.
here's a good youtube video on takanaka

11.01.25 / review

interstellar (2014) (rewatch)
type: film

"When Earth becomes uninhabitable in the future, a farmer and ex-NASA pilot, Joseph Cooper, is tasked to pilot a spacecraft, along with a team of researchers, to find a new planet for humans."

watched this with my mom. i liked the cinematography and of course the gripping soundtrack by hans zimmer. together they really are the backbone of this film.

also having seen 2001: a space odyssey now, i can definitely see the influence it had.
+ while rewatching i realized that those reoccuring nightmares of large bodies of water and gigantic waves i've had for years were probably evoked by interstellar lol

02.01.25 / review

the rocky horror picture show (1975)
type: film

"A newly-engaged couple are stuck with a flat tire during a storm and must seek shelter at the bizarre residence of Dr. Frank-n-Furter, a transvestite scientist, who unveils his latest creation: a muscular man named 'Rocky'"

this has been on my watchlist for a while. what a ride lol, tim curry was great in this. bring back overtly perverted and queer films.. (meant in the most positive sense)

01.01.25 / entry

happy new years! i ended up sleeping through it but i dont really mind..

year in review + resolutions: i'm very satisfied with my 2024, even if i procrastinated a lot. i started getting out more and grew closer to a lot of people + reconnected with some i haven't talked to in a while. i went to berlin and leipzig, wrecked my graphic tablet and got a new one, reworked my website and managed to get surgery after a very long wait.
i want to work harder this year!!! here's to hoping i spend more time reading books and drawing, as well as working on personal gamedev projects. reviewing more films and albums is also a new year's resolution i want to uphold.
a little private, but now that I've had surgery i want to pay more attention to my appearance and social life and live out the things i couldn't do for the past few years to the fullest.

I would also love to pick up writing as a new hobby.. thinking about worldbuilding is something i literally lull myself to sleep with every night, so I'd love to write down some ideas and improve my writing skills. maybe this will help me finally get together a group for some tabletop games I've been meaning to dm.

making ceramics and clay figures would also be cool.. i guess in general i just want to create more for 2025

oh also here are my favorite words of 2024:

  • cacophony
  • jargon
  • debauch
  • shrapnel
  • blunderbuss
  • throttle
  • gallant
  • idiosyncrasy
  • simulacrum
  • malleable
  • oblong
  • severe
  • hirnsäge
  • firmament
  • begnadet
  • zwielichtig
  • taumeln
  • abrupt